HAPPY CHRISTMAS

Christmas is a the time of year
When our wishes and dreams come true;
A time of magic and wonder;
A time which truly reflects you.

I look at the world around me;
The sparkles in children’s eyes;
I see the warmth in everyone’s hearts;
And the changes in their lives.

You bring out the best in people;
With your caring and loving way;
You make the world a better place;
Each and every day.

So have a perfect Christmas;
Be sure to have lots of fun;
I look forward to seeing you again,
When this Christmas time is done.

But for now, I made a Christmas wish for you;
For Love and Joy and Laughter;
Your friends and family all around;
And memories to treasure after.

I wish for you a Christmas filled
With joyous holiday cheer;
I wish you a MERRY CHRISTMAS,
And a VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR!

New Day New Task

Good wishes
May this morning bestow upon you blessed gifts
A renewed strength to carry on with today's activities

New day new blessing
New day new strength
New day new friends

Find that which you derive joy in doing and give it your best
Never hesitate to go for the best if you want to rest
Never be ashame to proclaim love even to your enemy

 Go in the joy of the new strength and make melody
Look around and bless souls with a little love
Endeavor to put smile on someone's face as you walk down the miles

Smile when being put down
Never wile in pain for it is but for a while
Rise when you fall and help others to rise as well

Remember Me In Your Dreams

 Include me in all the thoughts you think

And all the sweet dreams that you see

Don’t forget me in your sleep

With you I always want to be

Take me along to all those places

In your dreams wherever you go

I won’t leave you even for a moment

Is what I always want you to know

Good night

Leave Me Alone

Please go away, I don’t mean to be rude
I don’t want your kind words
Or another platitude.

Why don’t you just stay away from my place
I don’t want you round here:
Don’t need you in my face

I’m hurting okay, let me deal with my pain
Please don’t make me have to ask you
To go away again.

I do understand that you only mean well
But I need time on my own now
To work through this hell.

Why won’t you just listen to what I have to say?
I’m fine now, believe me
I really am okay

Sure, it’s been rough for the past day or two:
Give me time and space to deal with it
And I will pull through.

It’s not the pain that’s the killer, it’s being on my own
You know I have never done well with
Being left all alone

That’s not an invitation for you to hang around every day
You’ll just get on my nerves
And you’ll get in the way.

Please don’t keep pressuring me to change my mind
I don’t mean to be hurtful
Or seem ungrateful or unkind.

Just go away until I feel more like talking to you
I know it’s not what you want
But it’s what I need you to do.

Please leave me alone and just let me be
I need time to grieve and regroup now
I need space to be me.

GAME MEN PLAY

Why do people, want to cause
Other people pain
Where is the Love
That will break the chain

Someone says something
Then it’s tit-for-tat
I’ve played this before
We all know the score
Now who’s up at bat

I think it’s time, for us to play
The self healing game
Before there’s no one, left
Around to blame

One that’s more thoughtful
And much less insane
Let’s reach for the Sun
And help everyone
Come out of the rain

All we have, is this fleeting chance
To get this right
No time for jealousies
No time to fight

Don’t say, that you’re sorry
Don’t seek to forgive
Just start here today
And throw it away
And learn how to live

THICKER THAN WATER

Is your family still together, just like way back when?
Do you stick by each other through thick and thin?

Or do you hardly know the one that you call brother?
And do you ponder why you seldom talk to mother?

It wasn’t always this way, I can recall there was a time…
We were all together and we were doing fine.

We all have our problems, please don’t get me wrong…
But I can remember a time when life was still a song.

So much has happened to tear us into pieces…
Broken hearts never mended and hatred still increases…

Once I became an adult and reality banged on my door,
I realized that this was not a family anymore…

It is small and broken, some here and there…
Left to wonder who really cares.

It brings a storm of resentment from what has become…
The events of this torn home left me feeling numb.

Even though I now have a life that I cherish
I love my family and I would never let perish…

The foundation I’ve built from what I’ve learned…
The feeling of warmth for which I yearned.

I once missed the ways I learned to live without…
No stronger than the flame which we blew out.

Now I’ve built a fire and it lights up the sky…
With a deep devotion that I will never let die.

Your family is there, whether you want it or not…
It just depends on who you’ve got.

Blood doesn’t make us more loyal than a friend…
Nor does it establish who’s there in the end.

Let them go if they just never pulled through.
Sometimes you find, you’ll always have to.

I never took it straight to the heart…
Just thought of it as two worlds apart.

So it stands today that I feel whole…
Regardless of the past that lives within my soul.

What makes a friend

Can a complete stranger, a random person you've barely met
Become your close and very trusted friend? You bet!
You see, I know a guy. He's kind, attentive and nice,
And just that was enough to melt my heart's distrustful ice.

He's not the happiest person I've met, since his life was quite sad,
But I do all I can to help him. And he makes me see not everyone's bad.
Though we haven't spent much time being together as of yet,
I can already say that this guy is one of the best people I've ever met.

I hope that when you stop and think a bit about a friend,
It's not the time you spent together that matters to you in the end.
What does matter is who they are and what did they do.
What you like them for. That's what makes our friends true!

Friendship

The hardest part of any friendship
is when it is time to say goodbye,
and even though I wished I could make you stay,
I know I got to let you spread your wings and fly.

For life is a journey that needs to be traveled
and I am certain you'd make it through,
I just want you to know and never forget
that I will surely miss you.

So follow your heart and never give up,
as dreams and wishes do come true,
for I know that someday we'll meet again,
so never forget I will be praying for you.

My Heart

If my heart could speak
Then what would it say
Would it answer the questions
I ask it each day

Would it confirm to me
What I know to be true
That I was not alive
Until I laid eyes on you

Would it tell me that we
Are two halves of a whole
And that in your eyes
There lies my soul

Would it explain all things
But especially this
Why I become hopelessly
Lost in your kiss

Would it tell me that I
Had been travelling through
Lonely oceans of time
Before I found you

Would it tell me the reason
I carry a flame
That will only ignite
To the sound of your name

Would it explain me to how
You light up my day
And warm up my nights
With all that you say

Or would it simply confirm
What I know to be true
That it and I
Are in love with you

UNTIL THEN MY ANGEL

My angel, if you have the chance to read this, we might have parted already. I would have wanted to say goodbye to you myself but the opportunity never showed itself. Up until now, I still question fate as to why it let us cross part but she never gave me the answer but the only thing I know is that you came into my life so that I will know how to love someone, so that I can know how it feels like to be happy, to know how it feels like to be hurt, to know how to make sacrifices. I learnt a lot from us my angel, you saved my life in so many ways. That’s why it hurts me all the time to see you suffer because of me. I have to move forward, to make myself a better person and to secure my family’s future. I pray to heavens a day will come again that  I will be able to correct all of my mistakes, maybe when that day comes I will be able to understand why we met and why we have to go through what we went through, I will let time to decide when she reveals the answers, until then, goodbye Love

THE DREAM

I had a dream the other night,I did not understandA figure walking through the mist,with flintlock in his handHis clothes were torn and dirty;As he stood there by my bed,he took off his three cornered hatAnd speaking low, he said,"We fought a revolutionto secure our LibertyWe wrote the Constitution,as a shield from tyrannyFor future generationsthis legacy we gaveIn this, the land of the freeand the home of the braveThe freedom we secured for you,we hoped you'd always keepBut tyrants labored endlessly,while your parents were asleepYour freedom gone - Your courage lostYou're no more than a slaveIn this, the land of the freeand the home of the braveYou buy a permit to travel,and a permit to own a gunPermits to start a businessor to build a place for oneOn land that you believe you own,you pay a yearly rentAlthough you have no voice in choosing,how the money's spentYour children must attend a school,that does not educateYour Christian values can't be taught,according to the StateYou read about the current newsin a regulated pressYou pay a tax you do not owe,to please the fools who rule instead of leadingYour money is no longer madeof silver or goldYou trade your wealth for paper,so your life can be controlledYou pay for crimesthat make your nation turnfrom God in shameYou've taken Satans number,as you traded in your nameYou've given government controlto those who do you harm,so they can padlock churches,and steal the family farmAnd keep our country deep in debt,put men of God in jail,harass your fellow countrymenWhile corrupted courts prevailYour public servantsdon't uphold the solemn oath they sworeYour daughters visit doctors,so their children won't be bornYour leaders ship artilleryand guns to foreign shores,and send your sons to slaughter,to fight other peoples warsCan you regain your freedom,for which we fought and died,or don't you have the courageor the faith to stand with prideAre there no more valuesfor which you would fight to save,or do you wish your children,to live in fear and be a slaveSons of the Republic,arise and take a standDefend the Constitution,the supreme law of the landPreserve our great Republic,and teach each God given right,and pray to God to keep the torchof freedom burning bright..."

HEART OF A FATHER

Fathers are wonderful people
Too little understood,
And we do not sing their praises
As often as we should...

For, somehow, Father seems to be
The man who pays the bills,
While Mother binds up little hurts
And nurses all our ills.

And Father struggles daily
To live up to "his image"
As protector and provider
And "hero of the scrimmage"

And perhaps that is the reason
We sometimes get the notion,
That Fathers are not subject
To the thing we call emotion,

But if you look inside Dad's heart,
Where no one else can see
You'll find he's sentimental
And as "soft" as he can be.

But he's so busy every day
In the grueling race of life,
He leaves the sentimental stuff
To his partner and his wife,

But Fathers are just wonderful
In a million different ways,
And they merit loving compliments
And accolades of praise,

For the only reason Dad aspires
To fortune and success
Is to make the family proud of him
And to bring them happiness,

And like Our Heavenly Father,
He's a guardian and a guide,
Someone that we can count on
To be always on our side.

He never complains of being tired
come rain come sun,
His mind fill with the thought
Of how he will make his family proud.

He goes hungry just for the family to eat,
The best gentle man to ever live,
His heart so refined and defined,
Father is ever loving.

He misses the love of his kids,
warmth arm of his wife,
All because he aspires
and desired to make his family proud.

My Poem My pride

My poem is strong

my poem is my love and companion

when all leaves and desert me

my poem stood by me

it never follow suit


It is the suit that my heart wears

 when the pains and cold of loneliness comes

and none is around to keep my soul warm

my poem is always there

and never leaves


My poem comes from an inspiration

Inspiration beyond imagination

none can fathom it cos its strange

strange to all

but never to my heart


Like a wind it came

It came and blew into my soul

where is goeth i know not

does it have an end? i know not

but i will follow it


Many are mad cos of the love of a woman

am mad cos of my poem,

am mad cos of my love

the love for my poem

but none understands


My poem is my joy

it joined my heart an soul and made them one

one that can never part

one so strong and strange

never to compromise


My poem is a medicine

no damage or pain it can't heal

I and i alone know the manufacturer

so don't bother searching for it

it is beyond your comprehension


There is a limit to things on earth

but my poem knows no limit

thus unlimited

who knows the end?

even fate knows not


My poem has come to stay

and never to be stayed

who can stop it?

none

not even fate

The Last Goodbye

Here, dark was the only light. Nothing but emptiness, all hope had long disappeared. They told me it couldn't rain forever, but clearly, they was wrong. How am I supposed to take another breath without you? It's been a year and I'm so alone. It's always so dark wherever I am and the rain just doesn't stop anymore. Every step is a battle, every breath is a lung full I wish I would miss. The plates... They don't get washed anymore. I don't eat. I don't sleep. I don't live. The photos represent a boy, the mirror, it only shows a shell. It shows eyes are like seashells; just empty hollows to represent what once was.

I'm not alive. Perhaps I once was, but not anymore. When you left so did I. Everything's so dull... So empty. When did the house get so big? The hallways are like roads, the rooms are a maze, the stairs became a mountain. Piles of letters block the front door, I dare to open any? What if they're not for me? What if they're eviction warnings? If I don't check I won't know. It would be pointless to leave, people wouldn't see me, no one has knocked for months, even the dog left me. I wish I could look for him but you know I can't leave. I know you would be ashamed of me, I'm trying, I swear I'm trying! Why did you leave me? You could have stayed! You should have stayed! I need you... I can't be without you anymore...

I've thought about it so many times but never been able to. It's in the closet waiting for me, all I have to do is go in... It won't take long. They keep telling me to do it, they follow me around the house, why won't they leave me alone? I just want to be alone. I want to be with you. Would you be annoyed at me? If I left here to be with you? I guess we'll find out tonight. For this is the last time I'll be alone, this is the last time I'll struggle. I stared at the photos, wiping the dust from their shattered frames. As I kissed your lips one final time I was brought back to that day, the last time I felt someone else's love. I realised it was time for me to let go.

The last feeling of intimacy was that of the rope as it hugged my neck. It seemed in these final moments the rain outside began to stop. This was my final calling, my last goodbye.

Imprison to Love

From 
A distance 
He touches her smiles 
Attached with life sentence files 
Mirrors speaking reflections 
of his wishes 

Unchained love burying chained perfections of re-enacted love trials 
Judges singing love types in street exams
With no pre-dated question papers

Flesh contacts
Blocked till love was left on diet 
Skinny love bites 
Award winning definition of an ugly broken engine love flight 
Sky diving spy lessons 
Eyes climbing life lessons 

Love designed to live far from distance 
Imprisoned reasons sting like fake giggles 
Jiggles grow far from hunted giggles 
Knowledge branching silent riddles
Speak-ology invented privately to blind eyes married to apology 
Raising criminology’s kids
Unhappily married to anthropology 

Simple affections rejected 
Love comes in hustles 
Space-shipped far from “Beginners love book” 
Before then love was Jailed for attention purpose

FATE and FAITH

Time travels so fast that men strive to catch up with it

Fate and time are two friends that am yet to understand

But I standing on the word that nothing lasts forever

Knowing one day fate shall bow before me

Many has come and gone

Forgotten and erased from the memories of men

Their story is like a folktale being told under the soft cool moon

Who shall remember their deeds?

Many failed to move fate with their faith

Thus they were moved and doomed

Just like they moon they stood

Doomed to watch from afar

Fate once tried to take that which belonged to me

That which I treasured so much

Like a thief in a disguised it came

Fate tried but I stood my ground

How can I bow before fate?

When my faith is rooted on the fountain that ever flows

My shield ever there to make me feel guarded

Faith is all I need to stand and that I have

I was told that no man beats time

But Christ did

Time and fate He conquered

And now he reigns over them

I stand strong never to bend

Blending unto the stages of faith

As I move towards the purpose set before me

Fate and Time can never stop me

Until I get there I will never give up

For I know am not alone

Never to be alone

For He is ever there to see me through

But nevertheless I stand guard

Less I fall to the traps set by fate and time

Many has fallen to this

But Gings will never fail

Dreams are reflections from the future
-Agina Gideon

ALWAYS REMEMBERED

 Monday or Tuesday, I never bail

To wish you good night, I never fail

Wednesday or Thursday, I never miss

To send you a good night hug and a kiss

Friday or Saturday, I never forget

To wish you sweet dreams, at least not yet

And lastly, on a beautiful Sunday

I pray that our friendship always stays this way

Good night

Your Friends determines your Vision
_Agina Gideon

My friends are made according to my principles
_Agina Gideon

Let your Ambition be sourced from your Vision and your mission shall be clear
_Agina Gideon

D' TRUTH

Men say there are no absolute truths...

The Truth
Man can govern himself. He just doesn’t have the ability to do this successfully.

The Truth
There is one God. He has a name. He has a son. Their names are different.

The Truth
When you die, you are dead - not ghosts. It is that simple. That’s it, for now…

The Truth
Even though humans die, we were never meant to. We were designed for a time 
without end.

The Truth
The most circulated book in the history of Man must be more than a “book.”

The Truth
Happiness can be attained, even in a completely miserable place.

The Truth
There is no such place as a fiery Hell of torment, except in pagan mythology.

The Truth
There is a Heaven. However, its purpose is not what you think.

The Truth
The meek shall inherit the Earth.

The Truth...
...is not that far from you.

OUR GALLANT SOLDIERS

Many of our love ones are off to war
They leave us behind for distance shores
They seek out our enemies to even the score
But some of them we may never see once more

We give them our thanks and pray each day
For God to watch over them while they are away
We know they will do their duty for they are brave
To fight those who would make of us their slave

It is the Armed Forces who fight to keep us free
For they are willing to die for you and me
They will do their duty until victory is achieved
Only then will they be allowed to grieve

They are my heroes, so young, so brave and true
Fighting to protect our flag, the green, white, green
It is through them the Nigerian Spirit is renewed
And recognition for their sacrifices is long overdue

Honor them by praying for them

Living their dreams as they go to defend us

Living in peace and unity to wax strong

For through this their strength are renewed

Their wives are left behind

Children watching as their fathers go to the battle front

With no assurance they will return safely

Pray for them to sail home in peace

Our pride and safety they fight to protect

Who will protect their family?

Only God

For they are our gallant soldiers

Soul Mates

Every second I spend with you
Really is a dream come true.
When I'm with you I feel so free
I truly am as happy as can be.

When I see you my heart races
I could spot you in a million faces.
I cherish the words from you
Telling me your love is true.

My life without you would be a mess
I would be in total distress.
So I'm sending you this to say
I love you more with every day.

Soul mates we are forever and ever
Marching through life together
Until our life here on earth is done
Our two hearts will beat as one.

Long Gone

The sunrise meets me at the dawn 
I wipe away a weary yawn 
I've waited here for far too long 
And now it's clear that she's long gone 

There's a silver lining on the horizon 
I lift my eyes to the rising sun 
I feel a sudden breeze where there was once none 
So I fill my lungs and start to run 

These heavy feelings chase me for quite awhile 
Heartache and cold regret for miles and miles 
Sweat falls like liquid fire into my eyes 
But gradually my lips curve into a smile 

The world's a vibrant scene from the top of a hill 
Birds flying underneath in panoramic view 
Life keeps on moving on no matter how you feel 
Bright colored leaves float free and then grow anew 

The past is just history, the future's a mystery but I'm right here 
Figuring out all the heartache and doubt of existential fear 
The journey seems long but it's here then it's gone as moments fade into years 
As we slowly learn the pain in desire and the joy in tears

OUR LOVE

Death is not the end,
For love goes on
And you will find the evidence
Long after I have gone.

The flowers that we planted
Will blossom without end
You’ll find me in their beauty
As to their needs you tend.

The books we read together,
The laughter in the pages,
Will continue to give pleasure
To you throughout the ages.

So do not mourn my passing
You are not left alone,
You’ll always find me waiting
In the places we have known.

The bond that grew between us
Will not abate with time,
It will go on for always,
I’m yours and you are mine.

Traveller

He says he loves me then he says he loves me not

He loves me today but by tomorrow I'm forgotten

He runs from my love but returns wanting more

I guess I'm to blame for letting the traveler explore,

See travellers just wander and are never here to stay

They admire the scenery and enjoy the display

They tour the land and ride the attractions

So memories become their only subtractions,

They search for an experience that is what they yearn

The condition once they leave is none of their concern!

So how can the land be devoted and true

When travellers come and go out of the blue.

The present is now and where he's travelled to,

But the past he calls home so he must return soon

Most likely just a visit although time can only tell,

But what he lusts is in this land and he knows it very well

He may call that place home but its this land that he seeks

Travellers on a mission never realize until they hit their peek

He continues to damage this land down to its core

So what's left to offer when their is nothing left in store?

The resources were depleted and the land left bare

He comes and goes as he pleases it doesn't seem fair;

See this land has been abused time and time again

Seeds that were planted, were means to an end

But pleasure and satisfaction was always accomplished

Because this land provided where the homeland was disadvantaged!

But despite the history and despite the trust

Submit to his urges is something he must.

So this time around his departure is permanent

Lack of faith and loyalty was the final determinant.

The damage he caused cannot be rendered,

his visitation rights he has surrendered!

So leave this land I say and never look back

This is the path you chose I hope you can stay on track,

Cause travellers have memories of the lands they have stained

But the land only remembers the one that remained!

How I Love It

I love it when you hold me close, and always want to play.

How in the morning you message me; on every single day.

When you call me every night, before I close my eyes-

Or always tell the truth; never any lies.

When I get to see your passion with every story that you tell,

How even when you’re angry, those feelings never dwell.

I love that you protect me, from everything around;

That even when I’m lost, I know that I’ll get found.

I love that whenever you start to drive, you make me kiss your cheek.

How my stomach gets butterflies with each sweet word you speak.

That you cuddle me for a moment and then turn on your side,

That all of your accomplishments and family give you pride.

I love that you support every decision that I make,

That even if you’re embarrassed of things- you’ve never acted fake.

How you always want me to be happy, no matter how I feel.

That even when we make things up- it’s never been more real.

How you always make these plans, that often tend to change;

When you smile at my senseless jokes, and when I’m acting strange.

That you always say I’m pretty, even when I don’t think that it’s true-

How you think that I’d want anyone else; when all I want is you.

My Mother is my Heroine

No More You

No more you I told myself

Since you choose to leave the heart that love you

And be joined with the bitch that lust after thee

Our promises so solemn you forsook and fled

                                 

It’s painful to let go off you

But am going to do it for my sake

For along the miles you left me to wile down the drain

Love turned to hatred all cos’ of you

Should I keep you in my heart

when it’s obvious you don’t want to stay?

Am letting go off you

My heart shall no longer beat for you

My heart shall no longer accommodate the thought of you

Of what essence shall it be thinking of a bitch

Bleached bitch in the pitch of lust?

It can only be a waste of time and am not ready to do such.

No space left here for you

So don’t bother coming back

To a place you turned your back on

It’s no more about you for you are long gone.

What I once feared and tagged a terror

Is now an error left to be corrected

The thought of losing you I once dreaded

But now it’s no more for you are no more what you think you are

It’s only a matter of time

Every pain I feel now

Shall be my gain

For it’s no more about you 

Right Here For You

We were meant to live alone 
Sun rises 
None by our side 
Winds out of control 
None to hold on to 

Who said a human is just one body 
I can prove them wrong 
What explains 
The chaos in my heart 

Winter is coming 
Here again 
Wishing, hoping to find you again 
Love, where art thou? 
I am here 
Don't be shy 
I'll be right here

From Afar

She's something. 
Something you dream you'd never have. 
Something you'd have and not know what to do with it once you had it. 
Something you admire from a distance because if you were to feel it, 
Everything that once was so beautiful 
Would be ruined. 
So I stare at her like the strange kid I am 
And take in a goddess.

Sad Me

A crush is a nice thing to have
It makes you feel nice
Loved
Cared about
Thought about
And so on

But when you see a lot of people crushing on each other
And you’re the only one without a crush
It makes you feel sad
But sometimes you might feel happy you don’t have a crush and somebody doesn’t have a crush on you

But deep down inside
Your slowly dying of loneliness
You’re happy because you don’t want to get hurt
But you would actually risk anything to be loved
I know how you feel

I was vulnerable to the heart breaking
And I got it broken
Into tiny pieces
I don’t go for it no more because crushing is just a waste of time
But for people who love “love” thinks it’s everything and will do anything to try and find their soulmate

And when they find that person they live happily ever after
But some don’t
Some die from it
Some suffer depression
I almost did
But I never gave up

I searched and searched
But no luck
So I’m giving up on it
Why bothering keep going when there’s nobody to love you
I just sit here…
On my bed…
And cry myself to sleep…
Knowing… that nobody likes me…

Ging's Diary Pt1

 As
I sit by the bar sipping my drink patiently waiting my turn./ I felt the heat
but fought

the burn./ My heart begins to pound./ I had to calm myself down./ Before my feet touched

the ground./ So out of my seat to the beat to take that chance./ No; no; not break out and

do some crazy dance./ Try something I've never tried before./ See, I first noticed you when

I walked through the club door./ Yes, kinda watched you discreetly./ And I wonder if after

this piece you would be interested in me?/ I hold the mic, so I'm in control./ I'm about to

give a certain woman a bit of my soul./ So as I stare into this crowd,/ My eyes don't have to

search the room.

Because silence can be so loud, speaking in volumes as I study you!/

       I confess, you possess a divine elegance rarely seen./ You're like a fantasy straight out

of my dream./ I saw you whispering to your friend./ Does it matter the color of my skin?/

Where do I begin?/ No, I'm not necessarily looking to "score"./ I'm looking for more./ I

promise to be a little ecstacy you've never experienced before./ I'm a simple man, a cool

cat./ Who's "been there and done that".? I'm what you'd call "laid-back"./ I enjoy taking it

easy./ I admit I can talk a little greesy./ I will not use pointless pickup lines - that's cheesy./

Allow me to pick your brain./ Possibly entertain you./ Conversation that's easy to maintain./

You won't be disappointed getting to know me./ I offer myself freely./ Hope you're digging

my energy./ There's no place I'd rather be./

      This is my only way I can communicate my wishes./ Of us exchanging passionate slow

kisses./ So if I approach you, you will hold the power./ To give me a chance, possibly dance,

and conversate into morning hours./ I'm sure you have a lot of "boys' following you around

town./ But I'm a "man" and this is how I get down./ I don't and won't approach you with

false promises nor lies./ I'm trying to make you high after I eat your apple pie./ I'm far from

selfish in bed./ I'll even wake you up to morning head../ I can promise to leave you 110%

satisfied./ Fill up your cup and make you tingle inside./ I'm trying, dying to make this

happen./ And you can guarantee that with me,/ I will treat your body like platinum!/

       After this love is through./ the "pleasure" will still remain and the residue./ so I hope

I've set the mood, / and you smile, allow me to pursue you./ I'm aware and quite frankly I

Don’t care./ If other men hear me beg./ I'll be the one blessed to fall asleep with my face

buried between your legs!/ (The mic falls to the stage with a "clunk", and I step from the

Stage to approach the woman at the table in the center of the club)

Who's It Gonna Be?

Him or me?  Sweetie who's it gonna be?   You have me waiting, anticipating.  This

Question should not have you hesitating.  I've sat back and listened to you explain.  Your

Need for me but love for "what-his-name?"  It should not be so hard for you to decide.  For

He keeps you on an emotional roller coaster ride.  Take a look back when I was before him. 

It's not difficult to comprehend.  I was your honey. Lover, friend.  Just follow your heart and

Follow what your body tells you.  It's a start when you acknowledge I've never failed you. 

Damn-it woman you hold the power.  Who do you think about in lonely hours?  Who do you?

Imagine touching you in the shower?  You know I'm the one who goes deep.  Sweetie you

Know my love is unique.  You know I'll do what he won't in the bedroom.  You know when it

Comes to you nothing is sexually taboo.

       I'm the one who takes you out on the town.  You know I like to go down.  You know I'm

Far from selfish in bed.  Does he wake you up to morning head?  Come on don't lie.  Does he

Gobble; make you hobble after eating your apple pie?  Does he keep your kitty on a sexual?

High?  Does he flip; dip bite into your battleship?  He probably sees it as invalid.  So I know

He doesn’t toss your salad.  Baby you know what I'm about.  Does he make you cry out in?

Ecstasy?  When you're with him do you think of me?

       Tell me, does he show you public affection?  Was he there with you watching "Obama"

Win the election?  Is he there for you, share with you special moments in life?  Will him

Sacrifice his career?  Does he whisper sweet words in your ear?  Does he kiss the tip of your

nose?  Surprise you with a rose?  Does he massage your feet?  Take you out to eat?  Does

he makes your heart smile?  And to comfort you, would he walk a thousand miles?  Does he

do these things and then some?  No!  He's silly and dumb!  Always on the run, always on the

go and no!  "Attention" he doesn't show!  He doesn’t? know that I'm the one who understands.  I

Support your goals and plans.  I know you like no other.  You don't need advice from your

Mother.  She even knows I'll catch you if you fall.  You know she sees me as her son-n-law.

The Thought Of You

I sit and listen to the poetry in my head. 
I listen closely as the beat has me tantalized and feeling hypnotized. 
The thought of you is like an instrument that plays sweet rhymes

  
The words you speak to me is like a lullaby that soothes a baby to sleep. 
You remind me of every song that I have played and nodded to. 

Poetry has captured my heart to your heart as we beat as one. 

You can feel the sound as it vibrates off our body as my hips sway. 
I love music like I love him

 because he is my passion and mission

How To Love Me

Don’t try to look up the manual.
I can tell you there is no step-by-step procedure.
No magic formula to bring me to my knees.
No concoction of words that can render this poet speechless.

No proportion of words can bring Gings down cos' it's my dawn

Trust me,
I have heard it all.

I have seen enough to know the difference between love and lust.
I have learned what happens when I choose to ignore my gut,
so do not convince me I am broken just so you can pick up the pieces.
I picked them up a long time ago,
and yes,

I’m still gluing myself along the way.
But this mosaic I’ve become is so much more beautiful than anything I ever was before.
Before the shattering,
before the cracked glass,
before this new found vitality.

I will never expect flowers.
Instead,
give me something that will not die.
Give me something that will only continue to grow,
to change,
to wilt at times,
but rebirth in spring.
Love me the way Frank Sinatra sings.

Love me the way little kids run,
so free,
and so unafraid of looking foolish.
Love me with your ears and realize I’m going to talk far too much.
No seriously,
I’m going to talk a lot.
Drown me out when it gets to be too much,
but never let the water get too cold.

Love me like the ocean,
not deeply or endless or something else vaguely romantic and far too cliché,
Love me like those weird creatures in the dark parts of the water,
the ones that are a little fucked up with crooked teeth,
the loners.
Love me like the spaces in between words that were never said.
Love me in a way you never have to explain.

Love me like no one has ever caused you to spit out your own name in disgust,
Like you were never worthy,
Like you were the one with a problem,
Love me like I know we are both problems.
Love me like who the fuck gets to decide what’s a problem and what’s a solution anyway.
Love me like you told your kinder garden crush you were going to love them.
Love me like it’s really not that complicated in the end.
The way to love a guy like me, quite frankly, does not even need to be written down.
 Love me like you have always known how. 

HIS GRACE

All sin is disgusting,

matter of fact it disgusts me,

so if you wanna discuss me,

please, I beg of you, remember this one thing,

the sin inside of me, no longer runs things

without Christ, I’m nothing,

but God looked down from above and saw something......

and even though i am so undeserving, He still sent His Son

I am so not worthy of Him, but Jesus still came,

God with skin on,

wayyyyyy before I was born,

or ever thought about getting’ my sin on,

Jesus Christ took the man form,

and when I saw Him in all His glory,

I couldn’t help but be transformed,

call me bumble bee,

cause there’s more than meets the eye,

when I, look at my God,

every day I strive to understand the best that I can,

but most days I still find myself standin’ in awe

God, you ran with my heart,

and I’m chasin’ you for it,

thank you Lord Jesus for never ignorin’, me

when my priorities were out of sorts,

and I told my nieces boyfriend that you weren’t important

yeah sure, you allowed me to go through them hard times,

so I would get down on my knees,

and then you poured in more grace,

I am so fortunate

yet i am still broken,

you are my fortress, and every day I soak in,

the blood of my Savior,

thanks to Jesus, I am no longer a slave to the sin nature

cause Christ conquered the grave,

on the cross He died, and 3 days later was raised,

God is so perfect and worthy of praise

It takes a day to make a life time friend but only when it is defined
-Agina Gideon

Until you discover the treasure in you, the world will not discover you
-Agina Gideon

Inferiority is the battle of the mind
-Agina Gideon

Understanding is the foundation on which friendship is built
-Agina Gideon

Politics is a game for the wise but only the wisest wins the game
-Agina Gideon

Many people are busy searching for treasures at the wrong places forgetting that the greatest treasure the world needs is inside them all they need is to discover it.
-Agina Gideon

If you are afraid of taking decisions, then you have no essence for living
-Agina Gideon

It takes understanding to overcome challenges
-Agina Gideon

MOVE ON

I know your heart is saddened by our breaking up

All dreams and future we once planned together shattered

The brightness of the heart being darkened by the vacuum

Vacuum created by our parting

I feel the pain more than you do

When you first came into my life

I knew unspeakable joy

Each day I woke up hoping for a brighter day

But now all these are gone

Am taken back to the days of aching

Don’t think the pain came to you alone

The one I feel each day goes beyond expression

Don’t feel the burden is left for you alone to carry

The burden of our unfortunate love

Love never meant to be

Fate brought us together

Same fate parted us and took us away from one another

Fate the law maker of lovers

Same way we met

Same we parted

Better to leave and search for a greener pasture

Than to stay with tears in a muddy garden

Being lovers who were never meant to be

Thus deceiving our own selves

Knowing fully well we will fail

So strong at first

Strong like it will last for eternity

Whirlwind came and it fail

All in a blink of an eye

Like titanic it capsized in the ocean never to rise again

The pains definitely is hard to bear

But take heart and move on

I have moved forward leaving all the pains behind

Never to go back

Until I find the better pasture